i tot im strong
i tot im prepared
but today, i choked n held back tears as i speak of him to some1 tat barely mattered to me.
im tired
tired that im not given time to b sad
i just had to move along
packing things up n sorting out matters
i wish i was given the chance to not be strong
to just be irresponsible n be stagnant
but im suppose to be strong
at least tats wat everyone tells me
to be strong n to take care of myself n my mum
mayb i shud tell them i dont want to
i refuse to
i just wanna fade away in this ocean of sadness
immerse in the fond memories we had
or torture myself wf the guild of not spending enuf time wf him
time, is not on my side
u are already not here wf me.
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