Me is not a Man with Boobs. TQ

best fren commented so.

a cat name Tikos

a sick kitten came wondering into office.
suddenly im given the responsibility of taking care of it.

rasa macam tiba2 pregnant dan beranak.

im not ready but it not going away.
tapi i tak sampai hati jugak lah.

i name it Tikos.
sbab its malnourished tubuh.

sad sad set.

talk b4 u think (whn u r sad)
think b4 u talk (whn u r upset)

youthful dreams

whn we were young, we've dreams.
we talk, we think about it or dream about it.
n we dream that one fine day we can achieve these dreams

but somehow along the line of chasing our dreams, we end up straying from'em
life catches up with us. sneaking up at us at the most unnoticeable ways.
we lose focus.

but the journey continues.
for better or worst. we move along.

i'm trying to remember the things that i've set out to do.
but it seems that memory is slowly failing me.

how far away m i from my dreams?
how far are u away from ur dreams?
will we ever achieve it?
or do we still dream that same dream when we were young?

questions that can only be answer 20 yr later probably.
but by then, is it too late to realize its too late?

whenever i feel like giving up...

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see kids begging at pudu using a mc'd disposable cup....
i feel that life is unfair but secretly im glad that im luckier.

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see parents squeezing 2 kids on a bike with them...
i feel im lucky im driving a car. rain or shine, i still have a roof above me.

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see an very old uncle holding his wife's wrinckled hand, pacing the streets in the hot sun...
i feel im blessed, im physically fit to walk independently.

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see lorry drivers zooming with the windows down because the vehicle they are in has no air-con....
i think lifes still good for me.

Whenevery i feel like giving up,
i see the old indian auntie pushing her disable husband near my housing estate.

they are often seen near the low cost flats. i presume they stay there.
ive seen her sweeping the leaves off the roadside.
he, holds a garbage bag on his lap.
sitting there, all ready to help her.

i think they are bless to have each other.

numb

is trying not to feel....

always the frens that know u best

i laughed out loud over yamcha session one day with some buddies that i grew up with
although after secondary school, we each moved on to do other stuff
but we still meet up if i go bk hometown, say 4 mths once?
ths are frens that still know me d best.

so back to the story...
i was laughing so hard...my frens were silent. they were shocked.

"its been so long since we last heard you laugh"

i went bk that nite feeling very down.
i know my frens sense that im not happy & they are worried.

me? im also thinking..."when was the last time i truely laughed?"

i guess its time to rethink n ponder on life n its purposes.
i hate letting others worry abt me. hate that feeling. feels incompetent.

my poker face

im sorry that the way i look is bothering you.
muka i memang macam ni.

if u are using the way i look as a judging measurement
whether u can or cannot work with me semata-mata how i look...
it only goes to show how shallow u are.

yes, everyone is entitled to their own opinion
but you can keep your opinion to yourself.
i dont need to know u tots.
& ambik kesempatan to bitch abt me to my best fren while we just had a glitch is so not cool for u age.
Yes, you tua tau tak?

im not gonna change to be more mesra u know.
muka i mmg macam ni.
im sorry i cant fake it.

faking kills.

ABCs....i like....yum yum....

n so i heard

A called B to ask B to ask B's gf, C to stay away from A's gf, D.
A is not happy that C & D are going out behind his back.

B was furious so B told A to go talk to C himself.
A said he has.
so B told A that he has no interest in meddling in A's personal business & he has nvr and will nvr date C.

A apologized and hung up.

* oh did i mentioned that ABCD are all girls? woo....... jeng jeng jeng :)

Wedding Bells

after my best frens ROM dinner...the 1st time my sis asked whn i got home was....

"How?got get to know boys or not?"

Apelah. i go for fren's dinner not to match make or sell myself la!!

!@%^%&^&*(*(*#%$%*&^*@!!

Uncle taxi singapura

chirpy uncle taxi was on the way to drop me off at golden mile plaza,
where all the buses leave for m'sia

uncle taxi was concern.
he said "girl u must be very vigilant in malaysia"

uncle taxi made it sound that m'sia is a country of terror
what uncle taxi did not know is... i'm from malaysia.

uncle taxi should be scared of me
u nvr know..i might kill him u know...since im from m'sia

but uncle taxi...what does "vigilant" mean?
very deep...looks like my england is not as powderful as uncle taxi singapura.

shellfish who sells fish is a selfish shellfish

Shellfish who sells fish sells selfish shellfish