Kelly & Ted part 1

it was an unplanned for nite out
it was after work
She was in a purple dress.
He, in his fav white T with blue jeans

Kelly & Ted has been the best pals since kids
They grew up together
They are not necessary compatible in terms of character
They both knew that they might kill each other if they dated
But definitely best frens to hang out wf.

Kelly has her disagreements with Ted's principle or lifestyle
but they enjoyed each others company
constantly picking up the pieces of what both lack in character frm each others' life
frens. just frens

Ted often seeked advice from Kelly
She was the more matured one
A year older but definitely much wiser in tots
He knew he can count on her
She knew she couldnt fully depend on him

U see. Ted was more like a fun fren to hang out wf
if u are in trouble,he might not be the 1st to be there for u
but Kelly has seen the loving side of Ted
He has personal goals yet family orientated
if one were to hear Ted speak to his little sis, one might melt
so gentle & meek, we would think that Ted is talking to his lover on the phone

Friday nite = Funday nite?

a couple of drinks as usual
music was good
but after the last time's outing where Ted let Kelly slipped away
Ted & Kelly had a mutual u/standing
never let Kelly out of sight
they nvr spoke about the incident after that but its a mutual u/standing

music was good
they started dancing
Kelly was quite good in her moves
Not necessarily the pretties or the hottest chick in the club
but she has definitely got the moves

Ted & Kelly talked in between
shouting into each others' ears
updating each other about what lastest in life

Kelly lost count of her drinks
after that everything went into a fast fwding mode

fast fwd, she's dancing wf another chick.

fast fwd, she has been dared by Ted to make the boys next table to buy her free drinks.
2 free drinks on her table, she got her way

fast fwd, Kelly is really slosh & she's tripped
Ted dragged her out

"Ted! i need to throw up! i need to throw up! your window's are not working"
They stop by the bus stop & Kelly pukes
not such a nice sight for the hottest dancer in the club.

"remember the last time u took care of me whn i was drunk? i will take care of you"

Ted arrives at Kelly apartment.
they stumble & makes hell load of noise
but who cares, at least both of them dont

they have been in many of such situations
Kelly knows that she's safe with Ted
its Ted and only Ted
& he just made a promise to take care of her

fast fwd..
he says he's gonna do her right...

its as though she's on drugs
her mind hears him but she cant retaliate

"Fuck! Kelly u are my best fren"
"Stop being pretentious Ted"

"Fuck! Dont say that!You are my only fren!"
"Remember you said you've just got another offer?!Im happy for u!"

"Stop it! stop it! Stop pretending"
"i need to go. you know the rules of the game"

"dont... dont go...you can sleep on the couch"
"kelly!kelly! listen! i need to go.."
"where's your paracetamol?"
"noo....stay..." Kelly grabs his hands

"kelly...shh...shh....i need to go. your hand bag is here. "

"how are u gonna go?i cant open d door for u. i need to puke!"
"no kelly..i need to go! fuck! pls stop! fuck! u r my best fren! "

"Stop it! Ted! Stop it!, i dint ask you to be responsible! Stop pretending! Stop being pretendious! Stop pretending!"
"fuck! kelly stop!Stop!"
"listen, i will lock up and i will throw the keys in"
"noooooo...."

"what time is your flight tmr?"
"8"
"ok, im gonna set ur alarm at 8"
"no....8 is too late...i need to b thr 7"
"ok 7..."

Whn Kelly woke up, Kelly dint just missed her flight
She missed the closes fren tat she has in this lonely city
The fren that she trusted her safety with
The fren that protected her too many times
why did he stop protecting her this time?

Head still pounding
Kelly couldnt stop thinking
is this her naive-ness that has cost her all this?
or is it pure human behaviour

a sense of betrayal sets in...

rimas

aku rasa rimas.
aku takleh nak bernafas.
aku tak pasti sampai bila aku kena mengulangi kerje yg sama.
sampai bila kehidupan ku akan berubah.
i need a change.
perubahan yg dinanti-nantikan kenape jauh sgt.
aku rimas dgn kehidupan ku yg makin membosankan.

i tot i saw light at the end of the tunnel
bila terdpt sorg membagi ku peluang,
i jump onto it without much thinking
aku ingat nilah big break ku
org tu lesap secara tiba-tiba
senyap je.

aku benci sinario mcm ni
aku menyampah ppl who keep me hanging
aku benci being left in the dark

maafkan aku kerana BM ku yg tidak sebegitu baik.

3 fishballs , a stick & some chili sauce

"Race to Witch Mountain" was disappointing but the cinema was pack.
2 of my frens slept during the show.
when the show ended, we let the crowd go 1st. partly bcoz my frens needed to "sober up"

3 foreign cleaners immediately started cleaning up the place whn d show ended.
they look like Ghostbusters wf the vacuum cleaner on their backs.
when the crowd finally cleared the area, we decided to get our butts off the seat.

one of the cleaner found a plastic bag on the floor.
he shouted out to his partner.
they shouted bk at each other in a language that i dint understand but im sure he was very happy.
maybe he has found some valuables in that bag?

the cleaner placed the plastic bag nicely on a arm rest near him.
just went i was crossing him.
i managed to get a glimpse of what was inside it.

it was a stick of fishballs with some chili sauce.
left over food that might be the 2 workers' supper.

My heart sank.
he was so happy over the stick of fishballs he has just found
he countnt stop grinning.

it reminded me of the trip to Indonesia
when arrived in Bandung from Jakarta
a crowd of Indonesia rushed up the train offering to help carry our luggage
when no one wanted their services, they started looking for leftover food on the seats

one of them found a piece of cake in a box.
he swallowed it immediately.
unkempted, they look like they were starving.
i couldnt stand the sight.

im glad, im lucky.
yet sad that im lucky.

life is unfair for us & for many more...

time zone

d timing on my post is wrong.
but i'll let it b
so that no one will knw d actual time of my post
so that i can blog during work hours
& d ppl that know who am i wont know that im not working

Arranged Dating

entah kenape, lately there seem to be a bunch of my frens having the same problem.

Scenario 1:
Sasha : u know wat, my dad called me just now. dia nak i gi Selayang utk gi this function last week
tu sbenarnya dia nak arrange i jumpe my cousin. diorg tgh fikir nak nikah kan i dgn dia. i
tak kenal budak tu pun. kami pernah jumpe pun mcm tu je. tak ckp ape2 pun.

* Sasha is 25 now.

Scenario 2:

Susan: im so upset. My brother called y'day. he wants to intro tis guy to me. i refused. thn my
mum call saying "aiyah, just be frens only. nothing 1" thn my sister called to ask me to meet
that guy also. i so fed up. y must they force me. somemore that guy is 33.

Mo: erm...Susan, 33 is ngam. u already 27 this year. ( i said it matter of factly)

i tink its the season of parents & family members worrying abt their children not getting married. its the 21st century but yet somethings just dont change. probably its our parents' way of showing their love & concern.

if it was me mum...she has a totally different way of showing her love & affection.

tbc..

testing testing testing 1 2 3

its 8.50pm wednesday where uncle pasar malam is shouting "4 3ringgit! 4 3ringgit!"

i just created my 1st blog
i'm not sure what kind of blog i want it to be

should it be a blog that pens my daily life stories?
(i guess that's not gonna be very interesting. besides, i wont like the idea of whats going on in my life to be on display)
should it be a blog that i write all the crazy ideas ive in my head?
(but then what if someone steals the idea and not credit me?)

i have too much fear
thats why i never get to do the things i want to or would like to.

i talk too much and not do anything
i'm just a little innocent cat writing my 1st blog entry

testing testing 123...will anyone read my blog i wonder
testing testing 123...even if no one does, its ok
testing testing 123...its going to be an outlet that no one shall judge me for my writings & post
testing testing 123... you are guessing who is this idiot writing this
testing testing 123... am i irritating you? i hope i am.

have a great day to you too!