when was the last time i really wanted something?

i dont remember.
i cant remember the feeling. the urge of wanting something.
how it felt like.

mungkinkah sbab its just too easy to get things going my way
or maybe ive lowered my standards these days.

but i do feel that i want something now.
adakah ia sbab i rasa nak isi kekosongan?
atau i memang Nak kan benda tu?

tapi adakah i perlukan benda tu?
tapi...once you've put aside everything, we can actually survive without alot of things in this world.
so the question now is....
Nakkan sesuatu benda tu ke perlukan sesuatu benda tu?
penting ke?

kalau saje2 nak, tak salah pun kan?
tapi kenape i rasa guilty pulak?
benda tu mungkin akan buat i happy.
too bad its not for sale.
not on the rack. not to be bought with money.

so, when was the last time i really wanted something?
i dont feel like i want it badly now but i do want it.
i rasa i patut nak benda tu badly tapi tak.
kenape?

i rasa, kalau cikgu karangan baca tis, dia akan fail me.
i dah terpesong from my topic dah.