wonderings

y do the poor, week, ill & old struggle to survive
yet we mediocre beings give up easily?

because we are mediocre.

wonderings

y do the poor, week, ill & old struggle to survive.
yet we healthy beings give up easily n complain so much?

Me is not a Man with Boobs. TQ

best fren commented so.

a cat name Tikos

a sick kitten came wondering into office.
suddenly im given the responsibility of taking care of it.

rasa macam tiba2 pregnant dan beranak.

im not ready but it not going away.
tapi i tak sampai hati jugak lah.

i name it Tikos.
sbab its malnourished tubuh.

sad sad set.

talk b4 u think (whn u r sad)
think b4 u talk (whn u r upset)

youthful dreams

whn we were young, we've dreams.
we talk, we think about it or dream about it.
n we dream that one fine day we can achieve these dreams

but somehow along the line of chasing our dreams, we end up straying from'em
life catches up with us. sneaking up at us at the most unnoticeable ways.
we lose focus.

but the journey continues.
for better or worst. we move along.

i'm trying to remember the things that i've set out to do.
but it seems that memory is slowly failing me.

how far away m i from my dreams?
how far are u away from ur dreams?
will we ever achieve it?
or do we still dream that same dream when we were young?

questions that can only be answer 20 yr later probably.
but by then, is it too late to realize its too late?

whenever i feel like giving up...

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see kids begging at pudu using a mc'd disposable cup....
i feel that life is unfair but secretly im glad that im luckier.

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see parents squeezing 2 kids on a bike with them...
i feel im lucky im driving a car. rain or shine, i still have a roof above me.

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see an very old uncle holding his wife's wrinckled hand, pacing the streets in the hot sun...
i feel im blessed, im physically fit to walk independently.

Whenever i feel like giving up,
i see lorry drivers zooming with the windows down because the vehicle they are in has no air-con....
i think lifes still good for me.

Whenevery i feel like giving up,
i see the old indian auntie pushing her disable husband near my housing estate.

they are often seen near the low cost flats. i presume they stay there.
ive seen her sweeping the leaves off the roadside.
he, holds a garbage bag on his lap.
sitting there, all ready to help her.

i think they are bless to have each other.